The Pain Worsens

I'm still shellshocked after recent events, and feel utterly ridiculous every time I try to write about it. I'm mad as hell, disgusted, and just in utter disbelief. I had awful dreams last night, twisting and turning all night. Half asleep, I turn on CNN to get the latest, and the pain only continues.

In an attempt to get my mind off of it, somehow, I attempt work (I'm a freelance graphic designer if you don't know), but just stare at the screen. I keep seeing that airplane, those people leaping from the windows, and my heart just breaks again. Between the economy, already falling, and the potential for a war that some could call a "holy" one, it looks like a bleak, dark year ahead for us all.